Hmm i think after the previous couple of random, incoherent posts, i ought to do something better today. Havenapos;t been inspired much to blog. But still i guess i should do this blog some justice by putting in at least a decent post. Well there isnapos;t really much coming up these days, save for OP and release of promos results (the horror)
there is nothing much to be said about OP cos my mind just totally tunes out whenever PW is mentioned, even in passing. Anyways reflections should be left to the last, and if i had anything credible to write about anything remotely related to PW iapos;d do better to write it in my IR, which is blank, in all its glory. Haha. Still havenapos;t the slightest clue how to go about doing, okay maybe scratch that, starting my IR, and its due date in 2 days time seems to hold no meaning to me, seeing as i am not exactly jolted into action by this realization.
shall move on to speak at length about the impending release of the promos results. Okays so its time for me to meet my doom. Its kinda freaky how the results of your entire year of slogging, or maybe not slogging but slacking, is going to culminate in the marks we see on the assorted exam scripts that are, i presume gonna be passed down to you, each and every single one of them, in quick succession. And that in about half an hour it will all be over. The onslaught will be over. But then i guess iapos;d have to be back on my feet again, bracing myself for the aftermath of it all. The result of a whole year of slacking and of this wanton attitude towards, what i suppose is "my learning".
this may very well be the big wake up call i need to get my act together. Because i escaped the drubbing during CTs, and i didnapos;t get the message, this time its gonna resonate loud and clear. And iapos;d be a fool for not receiving this message again. Well since iapos;d escaped relatively unscathed for CTs, i suppose all that iapos;d done, or not done, would always catch up with me someday. And i think this time, i should get the point. And i pray that i will. I will take this as a lesson learnt, and then iapos;d hope thereapos;ll be no way iapos;m gonna revert back to my original state again.
cos it really sucks to know you could have gone harder, and to know youapos;re paying the price for not going at full stretch.
letapos;s just hope that next time iapos;ll learn that going all out is the only way to go. Cos its not good to have anything left in me at the end of it all. That just means wasted resources. Lord help me come to terms with it.
down logo system, down lonely lyric system, down lonely system, down lonesome look road that.
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